CRAPP

I've beeen suuuuuuuuuuuuper busy so i havent't blogged i'm sorry my little followers...I need to go study all about the different chinese dynasties so i cant talk now but soon i will give y'all an update love you lotss

<3

Hey hey my lovely blogettes

So it's been a whileee...and I have something important to tell you.

I am on a diet.

Not because I want to starve myself grossly or look like a "supermodel"

I know in my heart my body is not in great shape.

I have cut all carbs out of my diet and I am only drinking water.

I mean people tell me I have a "killer bod" but thats only in clothes. When I'm not wearing lose shirts or skirts i'm really not all that happy with myself.

So i've decided to take a stand

I am going to try and be a healthier happier person. I'll blog every day until sunday June 7th thats when i want my perfect body by.

I'll let y'all know how it's going =]

xoxo

Let's get crazyyyyy

Who had an awesome nighttt?

*raises hand and looks around*

haha

sooo 

it's wednesday night

and in 5 days i have to go back to school

oh dayummm

ugh i hate school lol

um yeah i just wanted to check in with y'all and see how everyone's doingg =]

so i'm going to go do something more intresting than this cause i don't really have anything to write about right noww

hasta manyana<3

Factttt

So...people actually read thissss hahaha

If people want me to talk about something specifically go ahead and uh ask!

I'll do itttt.

4 things on my mind right now:

1. God Bless the Broken Road that Led Me Straight to You. Rascal Flats...I'm in loveee =]

2. Nervyyyyyy for electionsss(chapter elections for my youth group are coming upppp and I'm scaredd haha. 

3.  Mucho Hombreee--for conor hahaha all the spanish I speakkkk.

4. Pop it Lock it Polka dot it countrfiy it hip hop ittt <3

kayyy peacee<3

Howdy =]

Soooo....

I just saw the Hannah Montanna Movieee

and i cried.

I am a 14.75 year old who is a freshman in highschool and I cried during the Hannah Montanna Movie.

True Life

So my fellow readers, has there ever been a really special person that you've never forgotten?

I don't know why

But i can't forget him

and David's going to shoot me

And David I have triedddd

but I just can't

I can't fight itttt

Sometimes things happen for a reasonn

I wish I could find someone that made me as happy as you did...

god bless the broken road<3

OMG IT'S ALMOST APRIL!

aightt guys

wowww it's been foreverrrr haha

so last night at work my friend wrote my number down on a piece of paper and gave it to a guyyy bahhaha =]

Travis ended with me officialy using 1 word

I thought i would care a lot more but i don't

sort of

maybe it just hasn't hit yet(SORRY DAVID!)

<33

umm ya

so what's new with all of you?

I haven't used this blog thing in forever

right now i'm bored

so i decided to use it hahaha

well when i have more to write i will 

(instead of a quote, i'll use a picture from now on)

So it's been a while....

Forbidden love

So, there's this guy i like

a lot

and he's probably reading this,

 well maybe not

we can't really be together

not now at least,

i wish life wasn't so complicated

i wish there was just peace

kk that wasn't supossed to be a poem but it kinda worked out that way. LOL. So yeah, I'm sorry David if this is driving you insane, but Travis doesn't care about me anymore so I'm over it. For Now. I really this guy i was telling y'all about. Besides being ridiculously good looking he's really nice like reallyy nice. And he's funny. So yeah But appearantly we cant really have a relationship which kinda sucks. A LOT but idk maybe we will lol. Haha i get kinda nervous thinking about it not going to lie. You all know my luck with boys....so anyways on a lighter note. I got my dress for RJI today(RJI will be explained in another blog...quick synopsis: a convention for my youth group...there is a semi formal dance). So yeah anyways i was trying on my dress spinning around the dressroom and i spun into a wall lmao. And i walked into a mannequin and apologized lol. Yeah so fun day.

Happy MLK day

~A man who won't die for something is not fit to live. ~ Martin Luther King Jr.

<3

Love

5 months is a really really long time to wait for someone you love. 

But if you're sure you love them, it's worth the wait.

Last night, i admitted to someone I loved them. And it wasn't crazy teenage love, we are old enough to know if we love someone and basically the conversation went like this:

Me; no plans with anyone tonight?
Travis: nope i will enjoy the peace though
Me;Okay i just wanted to make sure i wasn't bothering you...i never know anymore
Travis: come here
Me: why? I mean i would love to see Mr stokes and be made fun of by chase but you ARE happy without me
Travis: I wouldn't mind laying in your lap again
Me: i wouldnt mind doing anything with you again but you have a girlfriend and you are happy anad i have to keep telling mysef that
Travis: youre crazy
Me:what it's true, aren't you perfectly happy?
Travis:No i want to see you again and that is that
Me: But do you still want me?
Travis: yea, yea i do
Me: Travis...
Travis: yes
Me: I think i'm in love with you and i'm really sorry
Travis: Why are you sorry
Me: Because it's wrong
Travis: Love is wrong?
Me: onviously and you know what it took me 5 months for me to tell you that
Travis: I will see you again, it will be amazing. I can't wait its gonna b perfect
Me: come here
Travis: i said i would, trust me
Me: always have, always will
Travis: goodnight pretty girl
Me: goodnight xo

and it made me really happy =]

even though he didn't say it back i knew he wouldn't

anyways i have a huge history test to study for, it's just been a while and i wanted to update y'all

~It is better to have loved and lost than never to have lost at all.~Samuel Butler (1835 - 1902), The Way of All Flesh, Chapter 77